Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Moments before I sleep - again

Well, the election is over - and what a trip it was this year. I think I say that every year.

Last night was a night to remember though - you know "those" nights. I speak of them often I guess.... Sometimes I feel like I live in a movie, or at least in someone else's life - because sometimes it feels like things like this shouldn't happen to normal people. You know, people like me.

Anyway, the short version of the story is that the Governor-elect of Virginia invited his staff to his personal home (he hasn't moved to the mansion yet...) for a victory celebration. So, last night, Ronnie and I spent about 3 hours in their HOME! The whole thing was pretty surreal, I have to admit. And in some ways never quite felt like it was actually happening. At the same time, it was nice to be able to kinda relax with the people that were always on those annoying 9:30pm conference calls and not have to be reporting numbers and such. We could laugh about those silly voters on the other end of the phone calls, and brag on our own amazing volunteers! What a year it was to be involved in Virginia politics.

The other thing that I loved about last night was this: I now honestly know that we did the right thing in electing the man that we worked so hard to elect. He is truly a family man. There were stories from those close to him of how it didn't matter what he was doing, if his family called his cell phone - everything stopped. There were Bible verses hanging on the walls of the house - in prominent positions - not hidden away. The family laughed with each other, and with us. They are genuine, and real. We have elected a good family. Now, I will continue to pray for him as he begins to govern this state.

Ok, on to the non-political - and somewhat more exciting part of the reason I need to sleep right now. For those that are not on Facebook, and I haven't talked to in person lately - you remember that about 4 months ago we went through the agony of a miscarriage.

I am excited to inform you that we are expecting again. I am just past the 6 week mark - and right at the point at which my baby quit growing last time. This week, while amazing and full of excitement in our lives, has an underlying sensitivity in my mind. What I mean is, every twitch, pain, cramp - - makes my mind race with the "what-ifs." I try to keep trusting, and keep moving forward....

Basically we are kinda trapped in this mode - we are so unbelievable excited about the new life growing inside of me.... and we are so unfortunately nervous about "last time" moments. I want to be nothing but excited... but I hesitate to register for the "free diaper samples" because I just feel the need to wait.

We discussed keeping everything a secret longer this time... but our excitement wouldn't let us. I really struggle with keeping that kind of joy quiet! We also realized that it was only through Christ, and the prayers of our friends that we made it through last time... and if, just if, something happened again - we would need that support even more.

I don't want to dwell on the fears though. We are already racing with the exciting moments. The planning, the waiting, the hoping... I am queasy - and really have to sleep a TON! Which is great... grow little child of mine - - just grow....

- speaking of that - I do believe it is nap time :)

10 comments:

Meredith said...

yay Julia! I am so excited for you and understanding your wariness!! Meanwhile I'll be praying. Enjoy those naps!!

DeeDee said...

Grow Baby Grow :)
love you!

Just Me'n Mine said...

Our whole family is excited again sweet JuJu. Your Mom told my Mom a couple of weeks back and we have been praying for you and your little one. We will continue to.

I have to say in regard to your involvement with the campaign of the new governor of Virginia, I had no idea when I saw you talking about "the campaign" at some point on facebook, that this is what you were referring to. You probably put lots on there (FB) but I haven't been spending much time on Facebook lately so I missed it somehow. Anyway...WOW! That is so amazing! First of all, that I know somebody involved at that level, and second....well, I am SO VERY ENCOURAGED to read of the atmosphere in his home witnessed by someone I trust so completely. I don't know all the reasons He (the Lord,)has you in such high places Esther ( tee hee, I mean Julia) but you just keep shining for Him with your inward and outward beauty. Love and miss you sweet girl!

Tricia said...

So excited for you! And sleep as much as you can while you can! We are praying for you and your little one...

Blessings and prayers...

Julie Tiemann said...

I know I've already said it elsewhere, but SO happy for you!

Jennifer R said...

I love you Julia! You are an amazing example! :)

JEN

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