Friday, August 15, 2008

Another Day Update

Quickly,

I am better tonight.

My wonderful husband made me go out - - he prayed one of the most amazing prayers I have ever heard him pray on the way to town - - then he made me get some Chick-fil-a - - walk around Target, the Mall, Lowes, etc.

PS. Did you know that for 25 cents more, you can get chocolate added to your cookies and cream milkshake at Chick-fil-a?? A CHOCOLATE COOKIES AND CREAM MILKSHAKE!!! It was amazing.

I feel that it isn't like a solved problem. This afternoon, I felt more than ever, like I was walking down a dark tunnel - I didn't even want to come out of it. I knew in my head that most of what was echoing in there was not Truth... but that didn't seem to matter in my heart.

Anyway, maybe I will be able to figure this thing out sometime. I have never been one to truly battle depression. I know the Truth... that I am blessed beyond measure... that I am loved, and that I love others. But today, for some reason, none of that mattered...

Anyway - thanks so much for the prayers! Keep them up. I will keep you updated.

5 comments:

DeeDee @ No Greater Joy said...

will continue praying for you my Julia.
Love you so much!
The MOM

Jenifer said...

I am just going to ask what everyone else is thinking.... Are you pregnant?!?! :) Love ya sis!

Mandie said...

Wait upon the Lord. He has used you for great things in the past and He's not through with you yet. Even in the darkest of darkness, he is there shining brightly...with a plan! My prayers are with you.

Tricia said...

Praying for you, do not listen to the lies of the enemy!! Immerse yourself in the truth, even if you have to listen to scripture rather than read it, immerse yourself in it, and put on some praise and worship music.

Darlene said...

I am just able to get back on since Andrea has her laptop with her at Alabama. Loren fixed my computer and gave it to me at church. Sorry to hear you are going through a rough time. I am praying for you!!
Sweet Blessings,
Darlene